Ayat Puitis???

Kebahagiaan dinikmati unuk waktu yang hanya seketika
tetapi penderitaan diharungi untuk waktu yang sangat lama.
Begitukah kehidupan?

Di saat diri baru diulit rasa bahagia, muncul lah derita yang tidak diundang.
Derita yang memberi penyeksaan buat diri yang inginkan bahagia.
Senyuman yang terukir di bibir hanya lekat untuk seketika, kesedihan pula mula mendominasi jiwa.
Meronta-ronta hati ini inginkan kebahagiaan yang abadi, tapi itu semua hanya ilusi.
Sedetik kebahagiaan, seabad penderitaan.
Buat apa dikeluh kesahkan, itulah namanya kehidupan.
Setiap yang wujud, pasti ada lawannya.

Mampukah diri yang serba tidak sempurna ini melawan takdir yang telah tercipta?
Tapi tidakkah diri ini mahu mengubah takdir demi kebahagiaan yang didambakan?
Cukup kuatkah diri ini?
Perlukah aku terima segalanya dengan hati yang terbuka tanpa berkata apa-apa?
Di manakah harus diri ini mencari semangat yang kian luntur untuk menghadapi hari-hari mendatang yang penuh ranjau dan onak duri ini?





p/s: no comment.

Appreciate

Hargailah si dia yang menyayangi diri mu.

Jangan nanti bila si dia dah pergi, baru nak ditangisi.

Dah terlambat.




p/s: terjiwang sikit.

Terjawab Sudah

Okay. Results sudah diketahui.

Bagaimana?
GEMBIRA? SEDIH? MENYESAL? TIADA PERASAAN?

For me, I'm not that happy and not that sad. Just fine.

Okay. Admit it. Kinda frustrated actually. But, there's nothing that I can do.
Just accept it with open hearted. Redha. Alhamdulillah.

Sorry mom for disappoint you.

TO THOSE WHO SUCCEED, CONGRATS!!
TO THOSE WHO AREN'T, DON'T GIVE UP!!

Its not the END of life. Its the BEGINNING of life.
There's a LONG WAY to go, man.

p/s: ?

Result Besok?

What? Seriously?
Ye. Besok result SPM akan diumumkan.
Hari yang kononnya dinanti-nantikan oleh semua bekas calon SPM 2010.

How do I feel now?
Teruja? Nah.
Nervous? Yeah. Absolutely.

There's nothing that I can do now, except pray to God.
Hopefully result taklah seburuk mana. No fail, for sure. At least 5A- pun jadilah. Nak harap 9A's tu macam tak je. I know my level of intelligence so tak nak la berharap terlalu tinggi sangat.

Anyway, GOOD LUCK y'alls.

p/s: menangis kerana gembira harapnya.

SUPERSHOW 3

I just cant believe it!

The concert was soo AWESOME!

The stadium was full with the E.L.F!

SIWON, RYEOWOOK, KYUHYUN, LEETEUK, HEECHUL, YESUNG, SUNGMIN, SHINDONG,
EUNHYUK, DONGHAE, HENRY, ZOUMI.

I got to see them in person. I touched siwon's and kyuhyun's hands. Oh Gosh!

CANT DESCRIBE IT WITH WORDS.

19th March 2011 was a date that i will never ever forget for the rest of my life.

They said, see you next year with super show 4!!!! Cant wait!!!!

p/s: ayat tak tentu hala

120311

I watched UNKNOWN with cit. I treated him movie, hetreated me lunch. Fair and Square.

Serbatahu

Bila dah kerja kedai serbaneka ni, kita kena tahu serba serbi. Pasal makanan, minuman, ubatan, cigarettes, private stuff dan lain-lain.

Kadang-kadang customer yang datang, bila tanya soalan tu memang tak pikir panjang. Tahap ingin tahu yang begitu memuncak. Main tanya je. Tapi kalau malu bertanya sesat jalan pulak kan. Haha. Tapi agak agak la. Kita ni pulak kena la buat buat pandai menjawab pertanyaan si customer tu. 

Contoh pertanyaan:

1. Dik, ubat batuk ni mana satu yang mujarab?

2. Dik, panadol ni ke panadol tu yang lagi bagus?

3. Dik, eno halia ke eno lemon ke eno original paling sedap?

4. Dik, rokok in ada tak yang manufactured date dia january ke atas? Kalau dec 2010 tak sedap dah hisap.Sakit tekak nanti. ( macam mana pun still tak elok untuk kesihatan )

5. Dik, kon**m yang mana sedap pakai. ( ada jugak tu tanya )

Macam-macam lagi sebenarnya. Tapi, nantilah update.

Melawat

Almost 2 days he didnt text me ( baru 2 hari ). Busy, I guess. Malas la kan nak kacau si dia study. So, I decided to wait for his texts. Then, out of the blue, 2 minutes before my shift end, he came by to my work place. I was in total shock. Haha. Cant believe it, babe.

Actually the main obj dia balik sebab nak ambik his phone charger so dah alang-alang tu dia datangla. I was so damn happy. Hilang rasa penat kerja 12 jam dari pagi tadi.

What you did just now was really sweet. Hahah. It makes me love you more la sayang.

p/s: still smiling teringatkan kejadian tu.

Just The Way You Are

You are not that romantic, just a little i guess.
But who cares.
I love you just the way you are.

Don't be something that are not you.
Being plastic just to make that someone happy.
Its pointless. Fake. Hypocrite.


p/s : aku suka cara kasar kau.

060311

I watched BEASTLY with cit.


p/s: it is true. love is never ugly,

Night Routine

2300- Kira cigarettes
2330- Close counter
2345- Keep the cigarettes in the box. (berharga betul rokok ni kan?hisap mati jugak)
0000- Return paper
0100- Stock up all the goods
0200- Price tagging
0300- Cleaning
0400- Kebosanan melanda
0630- Put the cigarettes on the racks
0645- Open counter
0700- Off me go

roughly routine.

Syak wasangka

Bila orang yang paling penting dalam hidup kita mula tidak percaya pada kita, 

perasaan sakit hati mula menyelubungi diri. 

Cakap benar pun tak percaya, lebih baik menipu. (???)

McD Bungkus

Haha. Uqbah always ask me to "belanja" him drinks and sometimes food. Mentang-mentang la kerja kedai serbaneka. And yesterday, he succeed to ask me to treat him McD breakfast. So, we called McD delivery, but there was no delivery service on 4 o clock in the morning. "Please wait till 10 am, miss".

So, he decided to go to McD by himself with his bikes and bought McD bungkus (take away). See, how eager he was. Sanggup ni. Haha. He bought himself egg muffin and me, hot cakes. At first just nak share Big Breakfast but then he said, not enough la. Demand pulak. Nasib tak mahal. Haha.

Without further a due, we eat our breakfast.



p/s: Next time its your turn Uqbah.
  

Sediakala

At last,yesterday, everything was back to normal as we settled down.
Just cant wait to meet Skittles tomorrow.
Haha. I miss you la gila.






p/s: suka letak "haha" pada permulaan ayat and " gila" pada hujung ayat.

My colleagues

1. Abang D
  
- The one who teaches me a lot. About pos, cleaning, cigarettes, and everything. I owe you, man.

2. Uqbah
 
- The one who always bullying me. But still, kind.

3.Yusri
  
- The one who succeed to korek my secret.

4. Izs
 
- The one who shows me how to be a hardworking employee.

5. K.Liza
  
- Entah
  
6. Lady Boss
  
- The boss, of course.

Regret

Thats how  I feel right now
I admit I made a mistake
I said something that make him pissed off
I did apologize

I realized I always said something without thinking.
I just say what I wanna say.
Without noticing that it'll hurts someone's feeling.
I am sorry.

FORGIVE ME.

Saya kurangkan ego saya untuk awak.